Sunday, September 27, 2009

Life

This is the only life I may ever have. It may get worse, it may get better-its all up to me. I make my own choices, nothing is dictated by any ones opinions, I dont judge folks, I get tired sometimes....Im human but I try to be a superwoman. I have big dreams and I work towards them. Sometimes I think that Im not good enough but I keep going because no one is gonna push me but myself. At the end of each day, I try to make myself a little bit better than I use to be. Im not too hard on my self but I know life isnt easy. I treat it as if its a gift and I try to be careful of who I allow into my space...a lot of people say they dont have regrets, well I do. If I could do some things over I would. If I could not meet some people who I allowed into my life I would. Fuck believing that everyone serves a purpose blah blah blah, everyone doesnt. If they did you would know it-some people are purposeless, in my opinion...I guess I am nothing but a semi-empty glass filled with nothing but possibilities. But I wont break, even if I fall, and I do fall more than most. What gets me up every morning is the possibilities that lie ahead. Im in awe only that things that are marvelous to me. I only pay attention to the worthy. This world, America, is nothing more than an illusion of a cohesive community, in reality all we have is ourselves and if you fuck up, its on you because this is the only life you may ever have...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I remember a person who was much happier and optimistic than this. Hope you reclaim your glory.

"Crayola" said...

I havent lost my glory :) Really, i havent. Who is this???